‘My name is Gina. I’m a Polynesian transgender woman. I was born and raised in a very strictly religious, supportive, traditional and loving family. It’s fair to say that I was/am a richly blessed “fa’afafine” (transgender woman) who grew up with strong Christian and cultural values and morals. I was homeless for nearly two and a half years due to several unfair dismissals from every job I had due to the fact that I couldn’t provide legal documents that I was a female. It was frustrating and emotionally draining. I decided to become the “lady of leisure” (sex worker) to support myself after I was told that I couldn’t work as a female. Before I knew it, I found myself more and more wanting to take drugs in order for me to do that kind of work which went against all values and morals I was taught. So, after a long battle with addiction I decided to remove myself from the environment, and the reason why I was on the streets and went cold turkey…’
-Gina
- Title: Faith
- Artist: Gina
- Year: 2025
- Medium: Photographs on fabric
‘I use particular symbols, pictures and colours in my art as a reflection of my fabulous childhood that was surrounded by blue water, nature and sky. Also, the most important things in our family which were respect for everyone, especially elders education, Religion and Culture (my identity). The broken mirror and Cocoa Cola sign represent vulnerability, out of body experience, and darkness. Yet my Faith in God and belief that he’ll never forsake me, plus the love and support from my late darling Father had all helped me through those times. With all the support I received from my beloved Father, I determined to make a change, made up my mind and went cold turkey.
What motivated me to create this piece of art was embracing six and a half years of sobriety and sharing lived experiences, and after I’d done a lot of Reflection, how fortunate I was growing up. I am also healed from the trauma and more that almost took hold of my life. I’m welcoming all the positivities and possibilities that come my way now.
My message for the audience is you march at your own pace and the sound of your own drums. Take one step at time or, as some would say, put that best foot forward. Yes, we’re all afraid of the unknown but all you need is a bit of inner confidence and a lot of flash gear :):). Remember to reassure yourself that you’re worthwhile, you’re special, you’re worthy of love (sorry, I’ve got tears now), support and happiness. I wish you all the best and don’t be afraid to reach out to the services that are available to all of us. God bless!’
-Gina